i kinda miss home. i mean its fun being away, but i miss my pets and...i dunno - i never thought i would say this - but i miss my parents. uggghhh!! i cannot believe i just said/typed that. holy shiz. goddd. im lk turning into a old person, such as my parents. lol. tht was a good one. i miss my friends. and church. i was rlly bummed whn i missed church on easter. because i lk church. i love it. its my favorite place in the whole world. its amazinggg. just the feeling tht i, personally, get. i feel SOOOO close to God. its awesome. i dunno how to even explain it. andthe people ther are SOOO amazing too. lk Pastor Mike, Pastor Bobby, and Ms. Robyn (Pastor Mike's wife). and lk all of the people in and involved in the youth ministry. amazing, awesome people. so great. its lk some people wake up and dread having to go to church, but whn i wake up on Sunday im sooo happy. its an incredible feeling, basically lk im in love. and i am in love with Jesus and God. is tht okay to say?? its lk a merciful and thankful and grateful love. lk i kno how much God loves me and it just blows me away. seriously. lk He hung on a cross and suffered. for me?? wht? why? im nothing special compared to Him or the Father. i am a puny spec compared to Them. sooooo why did He do it?? how could He do tht?? and just so tht i could be saved from hell? now going to hell is wht i deserve to do, because i am a frikin sinner. omg, yes i am. and wht i deserve to do is burn, but i wont, because of Jesus, because he ded for me and thn rose again on the 3rd day and He's coming bCK. no one, except the Father, knos whn though. it doesnt matter to me though because i believe and i wanna go with Him.
ttyl.